Tersadar

suatu hari cinta bertanya pada persahabatan,

 "kenapa kamu (persahabatan) perlu ada di dunia ini, jika aku (cinta) sudah ada ?."

lalu persahabatan menjawab,

 "aku (persahabatan) hadir disaat kamu (cinta) memberikan air mata."

kurang lebih 24 jam yang lalu

tetap sama.

mata.

hidung.

senyum.

bahasa tubuh.

kenyamanan..

hanya sikap yaang berbeda..

terimakasih kepada orang orang bodoh yang sudah membuat kebodohan.

fokus

jarene kancaku kudu fokus..
lha ndasmu ..
wes ngeliminasi 1 iki ndes..
andika wes di coret..
gari milih lan nentokke Putra opo Wilasana ?
po rasah kabeh?
ketok e kui opsi sing apik malahan..

Hak Asasi Manusia

saya ternyata tidak berpengaruh.  tak berjasa..
dan saya bukan bagian dari hasil.
tetapi , saya juga pantas mendapatkan ucapan itu.
kesimpulannya saya IRI. dan itu hak saya.
*terangane aku iso ngomong nulis alus*

remember????

 udu cah inter..

nggembeel

 jaranan jaranan-->

bokonge mini

sedot wc

 salyono iklan milanta

UYA KUYAAA

 agnita

berdasarkan pangkat, strata

MODYYYYAARRR OOO TRRREEKK!

WTF

Friends of the needs of the soul that gets the balance

He was the heart fields that you sprinkle with love

and you pick up the fruit of gratitude

He's also the cool shade keteduhanmu

A fireplace for warmth sukmamu

Because you walked on stage liver arid hunger,

And look at when people need peace

Kahlil Gibran poetry piece that suddenly appeared on the head when an old friend greeted longing from there. Exhilaration created by the chatter of noisy laughter ditingkahi like to meet the chest cavity. Nearly fifteen years we never met and lost track of each other, but apparently God has other ways to bring back our communication had been lost. Yes Lord, thank you for your gift today ...

Old stories, new stories and stories in each other when we find the existence of another flow without stopping. No longer concerned about long-distance pulse, two and a half hours we were singing and shouting with a call back when I was old school. There was laughter and even tears flowed listening times the friend lost his loved ones, mother, brother and beloved youngest son. Yes, times when I should be on his side. There is regret sneaking in the corner of the liver.

Actually, unfulfilled longing, but a chat with forced quits before exchanging phone numbers and appointments will continue to keep in touch. I can still see the face of his mother who was always 'force' lunch every time I visited her in the cafeteria of a university in Bandung. And then the mother is very busy. Probably sorry to see the face of the starving children boarding and mothers seem well aware of my moral hazard, had come to visit during lunch.

Fifteen years is not a short time, people can change for the better or vice versa. Some are due to the influence of the position and the position became very changed from who we met before. Luckily we both still like the first, maybe just because we're both nobodies. No positions and positions that invite admiration, that changed is we now no longer young but has already become a mother and we are equally proud of it.

The dynamics of friendship as a collection of colors of the rainbow, there is no moment when light and dark which gives its own color to the beauty of friendship. Like flavor while enjoying the beautiful lotus flower blooms pink in the dim twilight.

Companions can be united with the presence of one or more equations. Ideally, he is someone who brings us closer to goodness, which can be bent with the gift of gratitude for the blessings, laugh or cry together and reinforce each other when one is in a weakened state. Also someone who will remind even poked at the other negligent and deviated from His ways. Regrettably there is also a friendship which was pushed to the setback. Seeing the success achieved by others allied to even be suspicious. Can not keep quiet when someone achieving more than what they have achieved or even banded together to put others down. What a pity to waste the energy to things that are useless like that, which takes us even further away from the goal of life.

Undeniably there is a relationship or a mutually beneficial symbiotic mutualism in friendship but there is also a lesson in it is learning to give and receive (give and take), learn to hear and be heard, too erodes the ego and keep learning empathy.

Respect privacy, including tips awetnya friend relationships, like the book there are sheets that do not need to be read and opened with a clearly without good pleasure. A good friend knew exactly when our buds and blooms. Among the indicators of a healthy friendship is a friendship that does not make us closed to association with others, who can still maintain objectivity, the nuances of honesty, which brings a sense of comfort and which need not compel us to continue to use the mask.

Proverb says to make enemies easier than finding a friend. When we fight a different opinion as there are some missing in the self. Though friendship is not always agreed. There are differences that make it varied, more important is how to understand and appreciate the difference.

One other story, I became've got a valuable lesson how friendship can be damaged by emotional moment and a misunderstanding. When we arrived at a phase of full awareness that it's all just part of the full dynamics of youth, a friend had lost not necessarily missing. Had heard the news he had been there far in the island. Prostrate surrender to the Divine because it has been decided relationship without knowing how to connect it again.

Once again the Creator willed, everything that could not be possible. Thanks to our social networking sites to reconnect after years of not met. Apology for any mistake was the first greetings spoken as he welcomed me. Thankfully we forgive each other. Apparently the years lost has been maturing both of us. Referred to a close friend who may happen to read this, hopefully you and your family are always in ridhoNya blessing.

In this Kompasiana we met many new friends. Friendship is no distinction as to age and status are only united by the interest in writing, reading the writings of others, or just commented. A form of friendship the other one, no less warmth though not always met. One of the formerly admitted kompasianers friends with lonely lonely may now no longer. Beautiful friendship cyberspace I found here. Hopefully this friendship also helped enrich the soul.

Pemuja Rahasia

Kuawali hariku dengan mendoakanmu
Agar kau s'lalu sehat dan bahagia disana
Sebelum kau melupakanku lebih jauh
Sebelum kau meninggalkanku lebih jauh

Ku tak pernah berharap kau kan merindukan
Keberadaanku yang menyedihkan ini
Ku hanya ingin bila kau melihatku kapanpun
Dimanapun hatimu kan berkata seperti ini
Pria inilah yang jatuh hati padamu
Pria inilah yang kan s'lalu memujamu
Aha, yeah, aha, yeah
Begitu para rapper coba menghiburku

Akulah orang yang selalu menaruh bunga
Dan menuliskan cinta di atas meja kerjamu
Akulah orang yang kan s'lalu mengawasimu
Menikmati indahmu dari sisi gelapku

Dan biarkan aku jadi pemujamu
Jangan pernah hiraukan perasaan hatiku
Tenanglah, tenang pujaan hatiku sayang
Aku takkan sampai hati bila menyentuhmu

Mungkin kau takkan pernah tahu
Betapa mudahnya
Kau untuk di kagumiii... i
Mungkin kau takkan pernah sadar
Betapa mudahnya
Kau untuk di cintaiii... i

Akulah orang yang akan selalu memujamu
Akulah orang yang akan selalu mengintaimu
Akulah orang yang akan selalu memujamu
Akulah orang yang akan selalu mengintaimu

Karena hanya dengan perasaan
rinduku yang dalam padamu
Kupertahankan hidup
Maka hanya dengan jejak-jejak hatimu
Ada artiku telusuri hidup ini
Selamanya hanya ku bisa memujamu
Selamanya hanya ku bisa merindukanmu
[SHEILA ON 7 - Pemuja Rahasia]  kulalui malam dengan mimpi tentang hari esok,mimpi yang indah tentang aku dan dirinya.Hari ini,seperti biasa kuamati semua kegiatannya.Kulihat dia tersenyum,walaupun aku tak tahu apa arti dari senyumnya tapi aku yakin dia pasti bahagia.Pernah juga kulihat dia menangis,ingin rasanya aku menghiburnya tapi aku terlalu takut mendekatinya hingga aku merasa sedih melihat dia menangis.

Memang harus kuakui,aku terlalu takut mengatakan rasa ini.Aku terlalu takut memulainya,dan aku terlalu merasa nyaman dengan mimpi mimpi semu.
Aku juga sadar,suatu saat nanti dia akan menghilang dari pandanganku hingga mata ini tidak mampu lagi mengikuti setiap langkahnya tapi mimpi indah tentang aku dan dirinya akan tetap hidup dihati ini yang selalu memiliki tempat khusus untuk dia.
Bila nanti dia telah hilang dari pandangan mata ini,mungkin aku akan merasa kehilangan,terpuruk,dan penyesalan yang mendalam karena sadar akan suatu hal itu sering datang belakangan.
Bila hari itu telah tiba,hari dimana dia pergi dan menghilang dari jelajahan mataku tapi dia akan tetap tinggal dimimpi indah yang ku bangun sendiri.Pernah aku dengar kata didalam sebuah film,tapi film apa ya aku lupa??? “manusia memiliki mimpi,ada yang mengejar dan mencoba mewujudkan,ada yang mundur dan membuangnya,dan ada yang hanya diam dan menyimpannya sepanjang sisa hidupnya”,mungkin aku adalah manusia yang hanya diam dan menyimpan mimpi disepanjang sisa hidupku.

Saat saat indah aku dengan dirinya adalah waktu aku melihat dia tersenyum padaku tapi aku tidak berani mengartikan apa apa tentang makna senyumnya padaku.
Dia adalah objek yang menghiasi mimpi mimpi indahku, dan aku adalah pemuja rahasianya.

10 juli 2010

So I'm going to go see you right now, that's what I've decided
I want to have you listen to this song, that I have in my pocket

Quietly, I turned up the volume, to make sure that it was there

Oh good-bye days, right now I've got the feeling that things are going to change; so long to everything up until yesterday
An uncool kindness is at my side
~With you

I pass one ear phone over to you
And this moment slowly streams over to you

Can you really love me? Even though I sometimes lose my way

Oh good-bye days, right now things inside my heart have begun to change, alright
An uncool kindness is at my side
~With you

If possible, I'd like to not have sad feelings
But they'll come to me, won't they?
In those times, it would be good, if only I could say
"Yeah, hello! My friend", with a smile

When we both are humming the same song, I wish for you to be by my side
I'm glad that we were able to meet each other, with such an uncool kindness

... Good-bye days

by : YUI

EVERYDAY AND EVERYNIGHT

and this we lead to the time.,
we spent the night and talked our lives.,
and don't forget to say good night.,
and i look you in the eyes,.
the temperature was cold didn't mean anything.,
since then i miss you everyday and everynight.,

everyday and everynight.,

i came betwen the doorstep and window.,
i'll let you see the part of the world you haven't seen before.,
so, take my hand.,
let's go.,
as this drama just begin.,

#87